Well peoples, tomorrow's the fifteenth...better pay those registration fees and tuition...just reminding you all...wonder if my penguin did...he doesn't get to use internet too much so yeah...maybe i'll call him later to remind him...hmmm...what else to talk about...oh i miss you...no, not you...oh, you? well, kinda...but no, i miss my love more...i want him to come back already...anyone know a way to speed up time? so it goes by quicker? if you do, let me know asap so i can bring him back to me...good grief...i must sound so pathetic here...but i just want him here so i can hold him close and never let him go...oh and kiss all his sunburns...hold his face in my hands...man...i really miss him...come back...come back...sorry i'm so selfish...

On a brighter note, JumpStart begins tomorrow...kinda wondering what this year's batch of UH dorks will be like...last year was interesting...karaoke was fun...hope it all goes well though...i think justin worked really hard on it but hey, i could be wrong...hehe...nah, i'm kidding justin...we appreciate it...oh and frenchie...i got you into the dorms too...guess i'll call you bout that later since you said it didn't matter if you dormed or not...oh and i finished all the room signs...BY MYSELF...some people who shall remain nameless here (very-annoying-wishy-washy-person) said she'd help and then later bailed on me...man...i mean, seriously...it was very annoying...glad others decided to help me...but by then, i'd resigned myself to doing it alone...don't be mad that they look really crappy...i got lazy as time went on...

K, guess that's it for now...see you after JumpStart...and hope love love comes back soon...*kissie* for you  ...and i love you soooooooooooooo much...my penguin...my rcsm...

i guess it's time for another entry...let's see what's going on in the life of me...

first and foremost...my love love is gone...yup, far far away from me...it's so sad, i miss him already...oh where you ask is he? on maui, i answer...visiting his dad and stuff i guess...man, i just saw him too...and i miss him already...he called and we talked and i think everything's ok now...even though i still miss him...i think tho...that him being gone for little over three weeks...maybe just maybe it will help me...allow me to appreciate him more...i think i take him for granted sometimes...i know we'll always have each other...but sometimes he needs more than that...that knowing...actions speak louder than anything...and i just want him to know that i love him...soooooooooooooo much...and i always will...and i want to be there for him as much as he's there for me...he deserves so much happiness...still can't wait for him to come back tho...no matter how self-improving it is...

what else...oh, i watched gto the drama until episode 10...haha jourdan...i saw more than you...no worries tho...i'll let you borrow...the drama is different than the anime...more connection with the people i think...so yeah, drama's waaay better...plus it has sorimachi takashi...he usually plays the japanese gangster type but in this, he's a former gangster turned teacher...it's pretty interesting with his unorthodox ways of teaching...oh and the other sensei is played by matsushima nanako...name sounds so familiar but i can't quite place what else she's been in...i could go look it up on the internet but then aaaaah!!! laziness kicks in...if you happen to know...let me know...maybe another drama that i've seen maybe? so yeah, just comment it to let me know...

oh peggy and mindy are back from japan...yay! oh and phi is back too...all my friends are here...and of course matt is back too...but i don't know...it feels different somehow...like something has changed slightly...not quite sure what i mean...or even if it's there...but a feeling...that high school can't last forever...that friends and memories and even people themselves change...it's only slight tho...i could just be imagining things too...then again, change is good right?

i guess that's it for now...miss you love love...sooo much...and i'm waiting for you to come back again...love you a lot...always and always...forever and ever...eternity, right? *kissie*

omgooshness...another entry? man...

well i'm sitting here...not much happening...was supposed to go to the library today but it doesn't look like that's gonna happen...wanted to set up my comp but it doesn't look like that's gonna happen either...man...i really want to get it up already...i miss my music and my anime and my dramas...and my bittorrent...*sigh...and with this roadrunner connection i'd totally dl faster...well whatever i guess...

went to ala moana yesterday with rcsm ...walked around neiman marcus...someone told me that it's fun to go there and see what you can't afford...well, i think the best part was the decorations...we went around and tried to guess if the flowers were real or not...most of the time they were...and they weren't like crappy cheapy flowers...but like huge big uhmm...don't know but they looked pretty expensive...and to keep them all pretty like that all the time? they must have some kind of contract with the flower people or something...and the flower people were all like "oh yay! we get to have OUR flowers in neiman marcus...yeah, we'll give you flowers to put in there so we can have all this awesome prestige even though no one knows those flowers are from our place" ...ok, well maybe not like that...oh and the other pretty decoration was the stuff hanging from the escalator area...it was like butterflies and shiny reflective circles...they tried to blind love love (they must like him) but they didn't try to blind me... i feel a little sad about that...they like him better...but they were so pretty...oOoOoO...pretty and shiny...oOoOoO...i liked those

also went to get my manga...sis and mom went the other day and she told me which ones they got so when i went i got my own...she was reading one of my series (furuba) so when i told her i got the next one she was all like "oh"...i thought she'd be more excited but she said they got that one already...she was going to give it to me for my birthday...i mean...it's a nice gesture and all...but idk...i thought i was responsible for buying my series...they read like tons others and mom was complaining how she has to buy so many manga...and so i did my part by buying my own series...*sigh i guess that wasn't enough...anyway i'm thinking next time, COMMUNICATION...prob the key...think it'll work? ah wells

well i guess that's about it for now...enough rambling...love you lots my rcsm...always and always... *kissie* *kissie* *kissie*